The little guy isn't meant to be ours. We finally got a phone call a little while ago letting us know that the birthmom took a while because she had it narrowed down to us and another family and couldn't decide. We would have loved for her to have made a different choice, but are resting in the knowledge that it wasn't meant to be.
I am very sad about it. It stings and my heart hurts.
Sorry if I don't respond to texts or emails right now, I just need some time.