Food Stamps and Welfare Queens

There's a woman in front of you in the grocery store check out line.  She has 4 children with her and through listening to her talk, you realize she has at least a handful of others at home.  She has her naturally curly hair smoothed into a short bob, her makeup is neatly done highlighting her high cheek bones on her dark brown face, and her sophisticated dress and shoes make you assume she's fairly well off.

One of her youngest children begins throwing a fit about her older sibling getting her favorite chips while she didn't get her favorite cereal.  You watch carefully to see if this mom responds the way you think she should.  Instead, she shows the child a bag of m & m's and throws them in the cart to placate the behavior.

The cart is already quite full with all types of food including some bags of chips, 2 liters of soda, and boxes of cookies.

You try to reign in the look on your face as she goes to check out and pulls her food stamp card out of her expensive handbag.

You shake your head.  Another welfare queen.  If only she wouldn't keep having so many kids and spending her money on junk food; not to mention her over-spending on her clothes and accessories maybe she could afford to feed her own kids without using your tax payer money.

What you don't know is her name.  Or her story.

She's a single mom because after the birth of her 10th child her husband suddenly and tragically passed away.  He supported the family well and was a devoted father and partner for 20 years.  He loved to make sure his wife had nice clothes and pretty handbags because he saw how much she labored to take care of their children.  After his death she was left floundering trying to manage their minimal life insurance that didn't stretch past the mortgage and utilities.

So she did what she had to do.  She picked up part time work to help cover the rest of the bills and applied for assistance for anything she could so that she could be home when her kids got off the school bus.

She continued to wear the clothes her husband had purchased before his death and took meticulous care of them knowing they may have to last many more years.  While it often made her feel out of place and embarrassed when she had to wear them to the welfare office, she simply couldn't afford to purchase other items of clothing that would fit society's image of what a woman in need of assistance should look like.

The junk food in her cart was for her child's birthday party in the upcoming weekend.  She cried over the cookies because given her work schedule and family demands, she simply wouldn't be able to make an elaborate cake this year.  It broke her heart.  Little reminders of how much their life had changed in the last year.

I'm thankful for her sake that she doesn't have time to check in to Facebook.  It's a war zone for those in need with regular posting of memes that decry her abuse of the system and tell her that she should have to prove her worthiness of being able to feed her children with drug tests or be given only rice and beans.

This is just one woman's story, and it's not nearly every welfare recipient's story.  But they each do have a story.  One that you most likely don't know, or don't know in it's entirety.

So chose grace.  Choose to show those in need true grace, not acceptance based on criteria you've set up in your mind.  Not skepticism that maybe they are one of "those" who are abusing a safety net.  Unless you are their social worker or the one in charge of deciding their need, just choose grace.

Life Since Christmas

Life has been FULL around here.  Not just busy, but full.  The days are both incredibly long dealing with the reality of 3 small children, but also short compared to how much I'm trying to accomplish.

I've still been trying to purge and clean to make my house feel less hectic.  You may notice on the side there I'm inching up on having gotten almost 700 items out of the house!  Woot!

This cupboard was a hot mess.  But no more!

Then there's this kid.  Seriously.  The cute overload is equal the the amount of destruction he can cause in a day.  I've never seen the like.  He does. not. stop.  Toilets, cupboards, drawers, anything on the kitchen table...it's all fair game.

I'm also making some attempts this year to take better care of myself mentally and physically.  Part of that was joining the YMCA.  This is one of the best things I've ever done for myself.  I'm getting in shape and they give me 2 hours of free childcare a day to do so.  Win - win.  I get a break and I feel better about myself.

Well, that was until I strained my ankle.  I'm equally annoyed and in pain.  I'm not sure how long recovery will take, but I will still be hitting up the gym, because 2 hours of childcare.  I get to shower there without children destroying things too.  Seriously, it's the best idea ever.

A Gross Cleaning Experiment

A couple years ago I bought a few Norwex cloths.  They are a high quality microfiber cloth that cleans really well without having to use cleaning products and are lined with silver so that whatever they trap is disinfected.  I used them ALL THE TIME.  I cleaned ALL THE SURFACES.  Windows, counters, bathrooms, fabric furniture.  Everything got cleaned with these things.

Over time though they went from feeling really soft and fluffy, to crunchy and a little smelly.  I would wash them as good as I could and even tried boiling them in vinegar water a few times, but to no avail.

I basically gave up on using them anymore until I got an idea from a cloth diapering Facebook group I'm in.  There's a product called rlr that a lot of people use to strip the fabric of their cloth diapers if it has hard water build-up or stink.  A while back, the founder of the group who is a chemist, figured out what was in rlr and realized it's almost identical to powdered dish washer detergent.  Some members of the group tried soaking their diapers in water with dishwasher powder added and it pulled out all kinds of gross, even from freshly washed fabrics.

So I decided to give it a try.  In a bucket filled with scalding hot water, I added 1 tab of dishwasher powder and let it dissolve.  I then stirred my rags in and let them soak until the water cooled.

Prepared to be grossed out.  These were freshly washed rags.

Right????  That's so gross!  I ended up doing it 4 times before the water was mostly clear.  Then I bleached them, because ew.

So of course, I had to start soaking ALL THE THINGS!!!

I started with our bath towels.  And while the water didn't get nearly as nasty, there was still some discoloration.  My only consolation is that just about everyone who has tried this, and posted pictures,  has similar results.  Unless you have a water softener, the same hard water build-up that happens in your shower is happening on your fabrics.

You now have an activity for while you're snowed in.  You're welcome.